SENIOR YEAR has finally started and so far...so good. of course, i can never have my perfect classes but i'm good with what i have now.

     1. h world literature
2. typing [while im still not in physiology]
3. math analysis
4. h government
5. yearbook [theme & seniors]
6. photography 2

good enough right? well, the "change" is going well. thank God! well, that's all for now.

>>>by the way...SUMMER was great...until it ended. now i can smell FALL up my nostrils. here comes the pomegranates and persimons. love! <3

life is...complicated.confusing. addicting. good. had better days. had worse days. just getting started!

life is like buhay! hahaha.

hey. i haven't really updated in a while. i've been really busy these past few weeks. i've been working since the 11th, and it's no part time job. i work from 8 to 10 hours a day. monday through friday, and my only rest is sunday!!! but whatever, beats staying home all day doing nothing but watching tv. oh, and one more plus is that i'm earning money.haha.

i went camping this past weekend with the whole clan. lol. it was soo frikkin hot, but there was a pool so, i was in the water for a good day, making me hella dark right now, which is really fine with me! lol. caming was all about eating, talking, truth or dare, swimming, and sleeping late. sneaking in the tent. haha. funny shitz. oh and walking around the whole campsite with no lights but with cute guys. hahaha.

i haven't been out with friends for soo long. lol. it's crazy. i haven't had time to go to partiesor even go to the mall. poor me! but whatever, i'll get to that these coming weekends.

guy wise. i'm good by myself, but you know, one time or another, i'm gonna have a boytoy, i mean boyfirend. hahaha. crazy me! but not now, maybe later on, when HE comes but not yet since HE's no where to be found. maybe? *wink on the blonde* haha. let's just say i have my eye on one special cookie. white chocolate chip. haha.

well, that's it for now, i have to get back to work. i don't even think someone's reading this, but whatever.

ok...so how was first week of summer? actually, great. in terms of having fun, i always have a good time, so nothing to say about that. been here and there, but complete with that smile or laughter.

although...everything has been quite confusing in terms of some people. why wait for summer to tell how someone how you feel when you guys spent the whole school year together? I HAVE NO IDEA! these guys are a lot more complicated and confusing than i thought they was. but you have to love them no matter how things go.

gosh....all i wish is for him to finally come through. or for everything to quite come clear.

...oh yeh. today was family day and it was great. we went to church, then went out to get some lunch. i had pasta and some of JOY, DHEI, ANNA's food. then we went grocery shopping. oh... JOY wanted me to say that she is finally single. lol.

he said i was different. he said i had changed. so what? at least it's not the girl that he once hurt.

they all graduated. sad! grr. i love them, they're amazing, and i will trully miss them.

...it's summer. i'm a senior. can i ask for more? YES! better friendship *ahem* crazy how it all turned out to be hypocrisy. better guys to talk too. no one is good enough anymore, but i still know who's out there though.